YOUR LEAVING

I will always love you, and I remember you always at this time........

You left

You couldn’t stay

You had to leave

You went away

I hoped my love would be enough

My love for you

My love for you

Have you woken in a place I will never see?

Have you for forgotten this life?

Have you forgotten me?

Why did I not listen?

Why did I not hear?

I’m sure you tried to tell me

I’m sure you made it clear

Was I nothing to your heart?

And nothingness tore out your soul?

Tore the soul from your heart?

No warmth, no love

No longer you felt whole

Now there is nothing left

Like the dust of the earth

As the ashes rose

Is that all you’re worth?

Your spirit drifted away

And my heart it did close

A moment in time

As your spirit rose

As I closed my heart

I also closed my eyes

I let out a cry

And cried my goodbyes

Why didn’t you scream at me?

Scream, howl and cry

Maybe I would have heard you

Instead you chose to die

I have been there

Stared pain in the face

Nothing worth loving

Nothing but blackness

Nothing but hate

My head full of hatred

My body full of dread

You could have ripped out my heart

Held it, felt it

My heart too felt dead

Shades and shadows of death

Loomed all around

The doors felt closed

Locked

In a place underground

Where did I lose myself?

On a path made for me

It was a map of my life

But I felt lost

Trapped

In a life which that did not deserve me

Like you I wanted to die

And go far away

But something saved me

It was life, my life

My soul

Me.

As seasons change

I feel your soul is free

I feel your spirit

Do you feel me?

But as I say goodbye

I cry tears for you

I cry

I cry

I’ll always love you