As my light becomes dark

I intertwine my words and vision into woven light

Showing posts with label sadness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sadness. Show all posts

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Strawberry Picking


The underside of my inside
Is stuck between the release
Of breath that carries me forward
To whispers of my running feet
Echoed in the steps of the lyrebird

I fell in love with the current
Caught in your beat
And my heart fumbles
With your northerly wind
Bottled in the glass on the golden ledge

The crack opens oozing light from your pores
And the sunflowers kiss the morning sky
As ghosts burst in my eyes
Scattering the fear of broken dreams
Across your blue that calls for me

Sunday, September 25, 2011

THE HAPPINESS QUEST

the happiness quest is like
strawberries dripping with
sunshine and dew
being drawn to your scent
the brown chair next to the fading print
sunlight breaking the dream
car rides and loud music with your glancing eye
lattes in takeaway cardboard cups
birds on a wire on winter mornings
my heart in the nape of your neck
it is his cheeky grin and cars made of dough
purple scarves draped like lavender fields
when you won’t let me go
the freedom of having a heart broken like
waterfalls crashing on rocks
summer evenings walking on warm cement
the photos that line the archways like
carefully paved cities
movie nights and homemade ice-cream
the shadows drawn on your back
honeysuckle vines choking red brick alleyways
the bike tyres dodging the gaps in the bridge
the rattling bones in my ear
pressed leaves in old phone books
long grass and white butterflies
your hands dancing like ribbons twirling in the wind
hot chips on the beach
when you spoke the words of your people
my shadowed eyes searching for visions
like forgotten flowers
scattered upon the aging stone
dressing the spirit in light
like a dress made of autumn silk
the happiness quest

Sunday, May 15, 2011

HEART THINK

Waiting for you
You are late
Mist floats from my mouth
My heart quivers
Darkness waits with me
You promised
                Here I am

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

YOUR LEAVING

I will always love you, and I remember you always at this time........

You left
You couldn’t stay
You had to leave
You went away
I hoped my love would be enough
My love for you
My love for you
Have you woken in a place I will never see?
Have you for forgotten this life?
Have you forgotten me?
Why did I not listen?
Why did I not hear?
I’m sure you tried to tell me
I’m sure you made it clear
Was I nothing to your heart?
And nothingness tore out your soul?
Tore the soul from your heart?
No warmth, no love
No longer you felt whole
Now there is nothing left
Like the dust of the earth
As the ashes rose
Is that all you’re worth?
Your spirit drifted away
And my heart it did close
A moment in time
As your spirit rose
As I closed my heart
I also closed my eyes
I let out a cry
And cried my goodbyes
Why didn’t you scream at me?
Scream, howl and cry
Maybe I would have heard you
Instead you chose to die
I have been there
Stared pain in the face
Nothing worth loving
Nothing but blackness
Nothing but hate
My head full of hatred
My body full of dread
You could have ripped out my heart
Held it, felt it
My heart too felt dead
Shades and shadows of death
Loomed all around
The doors felt closed
Locked
In a place underground
Where did I lose myself?
On a path made for me
It was a map of my life
But I felt lost
Trapped
In a life which that did not deserve me
Like you I wanted to die
And go far away
But something saved me
It was life, my life
My soul
Me.
As seasons change
I feel your soul is free
I feel your spirit
Do you feel me?
But as I say goodbye
I cry tears for you
I cry
I cry
I’ll always love you